Requiem for Fall'17

- hearing "I'm French" a lot and not believing it;
- coming back to Montauk after dreaming about it for 2 years;
- spending a night in a van;
- catching sunrises and sunsets and never being tired of it;
- drinking wine at the beach in San Francisco;
- living in Ksu's magical room for few days;
- walking around Bushwick with Di;
- still being inspired by friends;
- failing to catch a beautiful sunset with Hanna and Andrew, but spending amazing time together;
- finding that house from "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind";
- hiking to Appalachian Trail;
- singing along and dancing to The Drums;
- eating tacos in the middle of the night somewhere in Park Slope;
- having a total flashback to good old times with Базлайтер;
- being inspired by cool ladies at Women In Product Conference;
- meeting Olya in San Jose;
- listening to Burial a lot;
- seeing Serg in New York and catching up on things;
- giving an interview;
- learning to steam milk for coffee;
- getting my portrait drawn by Funny;
- sharing laughs with Anny;
- buying my first ever beautiful dress;
- falling into mountains and oceans memories;
- getting more of my favorite music on vinyl;
- being very happy and excited for some big family news;
- looking through Mike Mill's book and "20th Century Women" movie;
- watching "Ladybird" (Great is changing cinematography right in front of us);
- finding out that I got one of the best Tokion issues ever;
- getting to know Alina;
- recognizing sadness and treating it with respect;
- driving a car at an empty parking lot;
- exploring Williamsburg;
- getting a feeling that I am loosing a friend;
- playing HQ;
- still sucking at making decisions;
- watching a horror movie in drive-in movie theatre for the first time;
- remembering a lot of good old times because of  old friends visits;
- constantly missing people;

Short version: Good memories will float through sadness and disappointment

Requiem for Summer '17

- spontaneously booking a ticket and jumping into an absolutely mind-blowing road trip adventure
- sending tons of love to a biggest friend across the ocean, i know you will read this soon and all i want right now is to be there for you <3 we will carry the sadness with us, but we will continue to live and remember the best times
- spending early mornings at Rockaway
- catching sunrise with Mt Rainier view
- waking up on a beach of the Pacific ocean
- waking up on a beach of the Atlantic ocean
- dealing with a lot of goodbyes
- almost dying of fear of falling down, of freezing, of bears, of elevation
- taking polaroid portraits
- randomly catching Ksusha & Nathan in Seattle
- surviving 4 days without a shower
- hiking during night time
- chilling at Vimeo Camp
- visiting Charleston and being 100% charmed by the city
- learning how to wake up at 4 am
- solving the mystery of a Train guy
- learning to play beer pong and a bunch of other red cups games
- helping out Mikey with his evil plan
- watching solar eclipse with my fav coworkers and sharing those special glasses
- swimming in Crater Lake in a freezing water
- swimming in my clothes in a river to wash away all the dirt and sand from the craziest and toughest hike
- visiting alpaca farm and being so welcomed by the owner who also had a cutest service dog
- seeing shooting star
- singing Ed Sheeran's "Castle On The Hill" with the girls in a forest somewhere in Oregon
- mountains are killer whales
- attending Pride in Philly and having so much fun celebrating love and equality
- listening to Антоха MC
- reading "Barbarian Days: A Surfing Life' by William Finnegan, this book is instantly became my favorite
- taking a random day off and spending it on the beach and walking around Brooklyn and catching up with amazing people
- buying my first ever sleeping bag
- working together with Cquad and learning tons of new things from designers and engineers
- buying matching tshirts at TJMaxx
- dancing spontaneously with Anya at 1 am
- feeling way better with all the anxieties
- finding the saddest but inspiring email in may inbox when my manager left
- walking in Brooklyn with a papier mache head stolen from Pratt campus
- starting my days with playing my fav songs on a record player

Short version: friends, oceans and mountains are everything.

Requiem for Spring'17

- traveling to Florida for the first time and relaxing 100%;
- feeling inspired by finding few Staff Picks;
- supporting abc-belarus;
- greeting mornings with Olya dancing around the apartment;
- opening #kanyewasted season;
- drinking frozen margaritas;
- stepping into a new role at work that I was dreaming about for years;
- running away from dunes;
- visiting Mana Contemporary;
- being inspired by meeting with Upland Film Co;
- working with Scuad on a very exciting project;
- spending time at Long Branch that includes playing with a dog, chilling at the beach, drinking those Fuse smoothies and eating at the best place ever - Amy's Omelettes;
- meeting with an old friend and feeling like no years have passed;
- starting JС dinner tradition with amazing ladies who are also my colleagues;
- dancing at the Barbary;
- walking all the way from Bushwick to Soho and beating my Fitbit steps record;
- getting a Fitbit and paying attention to health;
- hanging with Dimid and Hanna and having long conversations and remembering good old times;
- learning to speak up when I disagree;
- getting flowers from wonderful Anna & Nico and enjoying the conversations;
- having a drink for Belarussian rap;
- barely surviving allergies;
- learning how to communicate ideas and thoughts;
- buying Thrasher magazine to see Fin's picture published and feeling proud;
- not being afraid to be vulnerable and sensitive and being able to ask for help;
- getting a crazy amount of support from colleagues and friends;
- taking Dad to NYC trip;
- receiving postcards from all over the world;
- having dreams come true - i can now listen to vinyl records;
- getting better at speaking English;
- catching ideas that live in my head;
- trying to provide maximum support to friends who are going through bad times;
- figuring out the puzzle of the windbreaker guy;
- having a portrait drawn by Thoka;
- feeling grateful I get to know my neighbors-friends;
- getting a tiny little bit better at controlling emotions and the mood;
- not being able to get used that people always leave (and remembering One Tree Hill and Peyton's drawing about it - now I get it)

Short version: intuition is a bitch but very on point.